Follow your heart even when you don't feel you are supported by family and friends. You have spent a good bit of life feeling rejected by those who you loved that it is hard to differentiate between unconditional love and conditioned love. This has led you to this very block that you are being guided to breakthrough. You know in your heart what it feels like to be loved and the life that would reflect that. It is time to give birth to new conditions and doing things that represent your authenticity. It isn't a matter of if others approve of you because that just shows there is doubt in your system to overcome. Take your time as you create new conditions so that they have stable foundations. We, understand that you have a free soul and we are helping to birth conditions that reflect that, but you must be aware that you are governed by the laws of gravity and with that, you have to learn to ground your ideas more.
This shouldn't seem like a punishment, but a way to develop new skills within yourself. Once you learn to master the part of yourself that you reject, you will be free to soar to higher heights. You have rejected your own masculinity for so long, but it is just as much a part of you as your femininity. We, understand that it may have seem like you have rejected your femininity, but you have always been in touch with that. It was just masked as hyper-femininity. Focus on your strengths this time and that is what will grow. You are in a bit of a low drive at the moment and feel no connection to the outside realms which is fine because in this state you can hear us more clearly. Spend time in nature meditating for answers. We will dial back on our responses to help you focus on one piece at a time. It is time to leave the nest and comfort of pain behind so you can trade it in for a life of freedom.
You know what you would like to see happen, but you have to believe it will and connect with those who can help to make those dreams a reality. You have been trying to do everything on your own for so long while you don' t have all the answers and many of your plans have foiled as a result. We will also be more gentle with you as we understand demanding anything of you at this time will only prolong this growth curve. Trust your intuition and know that this time opening the heart will lead to success instead of failure. It is pivotal that you work through any kinks in the heart to see the blessings that are here for you. There is still a part of you on a deep level that feels you don't deserve the divine feminine and we respond by saying if that was true than you wouldn't have attracted this individual. Once you step more into your power, you will be able to see the beauty of this connection and act on that beauty instead of past pain.
There are many deep seated emotions that you are harboring that you aren't comfortable with expressing to the world, but so long as you keep them inside, it will only lower your vibration and open you up to attacks by those who seek to absorb your light. Continue to express yourself in creative ways which will attract more blessings of peace and joy to you. We are rooting for you at this time in your life and know you will pull through. Take it easy, sweet child.
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