Ascension message given to me that I have to share with the masses. Please listen to it fully and allow it to help you along our journey.
Personally speaking, I took this month to go within as to find the root causes of my own limitations. While doing so, I uncovered many aspects of myself that I wasn’t aware of. Each day, I set out to do some emotional writing and took a “social media detox” to drown out the noises and distractions. I wanted to get to a level of self-mastery where I could understand my own triggers to make room for my blessings. I also wanted to have clarity on what I was seeking next out of life as my current situations weren’t fulfilling to me anymore. It’s been a month full of challenges, growth, healing, and awakenings. It has been a while since I’ve connected within my own spirituality as I am in this moment of writing. The energy has been so intense this month with such a masculine force set to produce major life changes and induce energetic purging that it’s been hard to keep up with the higher vibration of love.
This month has been a blessing in disguise as I was led to get really intimate with myself, having a huge emphasis on purging old stuck energy. I found myself entrenched with uncovering some raw emotions in relations to self-worth. I realized that I couldn’t pour anymore into others as I was in need of my own healing so I stripped away the distractions and spent most of my time in solitude. I cut off all social media outlets as I couldn’t be that guiding light to others when I was in so much pain within myself. It was great courage to actually realize that I was in so much pain which sabotaged my very own desires. Why didn’t I feel that I was worthy? What led me to believe that everything had to be a struggle? Why didn’t I trust myself?
Then, it just clicked that it was all a matter of beliefs passed down to me that I was ingrained to believe. The biggest epiphany rose from the understanding that I always found a way to understand spiritual truths to the point that I would stuff my emotions down and not validate that I was actually upset by someone else’s actions. When I dug deeper into the root of that it came through that this was my coping mechanism from childhood. As a child, I was never truly allowed to speak my truth. If I spoke something uncomfortable, it was naturally rejected so I started to doubt myself. Becoming an adult and doing extensive research on narcissistic behavior it become apparent that I was a truth speaker, but in the company of those who chose to protect their fragile ego. It wasn’t a matter that I was wrong in my opinion, but the fact that others didn’t reach that level within themselves to understand the truth that I was given so I would shut down when it produced discord.
This led me to believe that every time I expressed my truths it would result in a struggle and carrying this deep rooted belief aided by the law of attraction, it proved true each time. I always felt that it was my fault that others were having tough experience, but as I became wiser within my own intuition, it was a matter of attracting toxic connections. I am thankful for toxic connections because they helped me to shine light on wounds that I carried inside for eons and had to let go of which dealt with feeling worthiness. The worthiness factor was a huge one for me to dive into and took a little longer to purge and in fact, I am still growing more in that belief. This limited belief stemmed from the idea that I would never get what I want because I had to put others needs ahead of mine and if I didn’t then it would pose a threat. This threat would lead to a struggle where I had to prove that my needs mattered. Again, a childhood belief that was passed down to me developed deeply in poverty consciousness.
Not trusting myself was because I grew up around those who didn’t expand as fast as I did and meeting resistance when you are newly adopting a belief can definitely affect who you are. When you are a star seed, you go through identity crisis alongside your journey, but it isn’t until you realize that you are meant to embrace your authenticity does the blossoming become more fun to take part in. I realized just how sensitive I am to energy during these last couple of weeks as I found myself healing more rapidly than my environments. This alerted my spirit to the very fact that it was time to expand in new directions. It isn’t easy purging as you prepare for new beginnings because the only way out is through your pain. You have to be ready to get really raw and vulnerable with yourself in order for others to be able to.
You can’t run from your pain because it will follow you and I made a conscious decision this month that I wouldn’t run from my pain and instead confront all that said I wasn’t deserving. I faced perfectionism which derived from the fact that I faced a lot of criticism for my mistakes because I was put on a very high pedestal as a child. This led me to believe that I couldn’t mess up as my other siblings done because I would be punished. I was expected to be the child that always done the right things and ended up putting those same standards on myself. I have become more compassionate with myself because I understand that I am allowed to make mistakes and learn from them just like others. Childhood has taking on a new lens in my eyes now because it truly does set you up for the lessons you are to learn and teach others as you grow in spirit. I am breaking away from many limiting beliefs passed down through the generations and now I am starting to notice that the universe is leading me in new directions because of the work that I have been doing.
I have cried and laughed in the same breath this month. I have realized my spiritual truths to only still align with fear this month. I have second guessed myself and allowed other people’s truths to persuade me as well. The energy was so intense for the first three weeks that I couldn’t connect to my own divinity. I found myself in moments where I pleaded with the universe to make it all go away because it was too much to handle. Yet, I keep going with it and found methods to soothe the intensity. I felt very alone this month and hurt because the ones who I helped weren’t strong enough to be there for me. It was designed to be that way to show myself that I was strong enough to face these wounds. The external was full of rapid changes as well and I was placed in environments where the hyper-masculine template was thriving and I knew it was because that was one of my biggest wounds.
I sat in the company of many this month who made it seemed as if they were on my side and betrayed me so that I could heal that experience. At first, it stung, but I knew I manifested those experiences on the outside to address what wasn’t healed on the inside. I had to learn the art of compassion which isn’t an easy lesson to learn. I met insecurities within myself that I was embarrassed to admit, but knew it all had to be released. It was all set up this way to help me learn to love myself unconditionally. There are so many lessons that I have learned that noteworthy of being published in a book, but I am sharing just a snippet of it to show that it is okay to admit that you are growing through what you are going through. Self-love was the theme of the month and sets the tone for the rest of my life. When I realize that I didn’t love myself as much as I loved others it sent a shock through my system. So many years I have spent loving others more than they loved themselves to the point it depleting me.
I realize that I couldn’t blame anyone for treating me any other way that I desired because I never set the tone for others to know how to treat me. I also couldn’t be mad at myself because I didn’t know my own worth. I also stepped into the perspective of those who have hurt me to realize that fear is the root of all suffering so I felt called to apologize to those who hurt me. I couldn't blame them for violating me when I didn’t set healthy boundaries for them. I also couldn't blame them for not having healthier boundaries set for themselves. So it became a matter of flushing out regret for not knowing what I should of known now, but then a healing breakthrough understanding that I have learned that lesson. The more that I love myself then the greater that I will allow myself to receive.
I understand the value of taking time to nurture myself and expressing my needs. I got moments to get in touch with my inner-child through dancing, singing, and animals. It is a path of understanding myself as a woman and learning what that actually looks like to me. It just doesn’t make sense to believe such a belief of unworthiness, but after adopting a limited belief for so long it isn’t an overnight change of truly embracing it. At one point, I became impatient with my growth curve because it was taking me time to learn these beliefs instead of listening to my shadow which is all about defeat. I started embracing yoga and breathing more to help me navigate those trickier triggers as to not align with its manifestations. Crystals became my best ally this month.
I took them everywhere with me to make sure I had some connection to my divinity. I am thankful for my guides helping me throughout healing this month as it wasn’t easy. There is more to clear, but a lot has been released. The moment someone realizes that the only block to their desire is themselves, is the moment they are to be set free. The moment is now and I am allowing the universe to lead me consciously as I confess.
This message is for those who are guided to come into union with their divine counterparts:
Fears are unfounded and a result of stored life trauma stemming from this and past lifetimes. It is the shadow’s way of clinging to the old when it is a time of taking a leap of faith. These unions are aligned with a brighter future so there is no need to worry. Many must realize that they are strong within themselves, but even stronger together. Many must also realize this is divinely orchestrated by the infinite creator to fulfill life missions that will aid Gaia in her own awakening. Yes, there is fear with connecting to your divinely beloved on both ends for many reasons, but it is a matter of holding the vision of love in your hearts knowing you are worthy of receiving it. At this time, many truths are being downloaded and triggering the shadow’s in divine counterparts to expand unconditional love. This doesn’t mean love is to be taken for granted on either side of giving or receiving, but to understand that love has the ability to conquer all challenges.
This is a heart walk and requires vulnerability which unlocks a deeper understanding of love. Do not focus on any perceived “dramas” in the realm of reconnecting with your beloved. Make sure that you aren’t projecting your own insecurities into the situation which you can manifest through the law of attraction. You want to be able to see the soul of the individual and build from a foundation of trust and understanding. This means to understand that if you are on the receiving side of love that you can trust the love that is being offered to you. This also means that if you are on the giving side of love that you can trust that your love will be reciprocated. There have been many realizations that have been brought to the surface to help both counterparts understand their own love patterns and to change them for the better. There is no more need to procrastinate as true love is here for them now. The pressure has been set and the discomfort in not following the heart has been real.
Mating calls have been sent out and reciprocated, but with such masculine energy in the collective consciousness now, it can be more of a challenge in staying centered in your own truths. There is no need to seek counsel in anyone else, but instead a time of making peace with your past and seeing yourself anew. By doing so, you allow your divine counterpart to see you as a more authentic representation of self. Since these unions defy time and space, the divine is set to produce favorable conditions for both divine counterparts to come together now in this current time space reality. The masculine is being encouraged to let go of the fear of rejection while the feminine is being encouraged to let go of the fear of being used. So long as these are active points in their vibration then they can block the flow of love. It is still advised to clear any old energy from their systems. It has come a time of letting their true authentic emotions be known to each other to show that love does exist beyond 3D templates. Aligning with spiritual truths is key in stabilizing these unions throughout any processes of purging that they need to do together in order to free themselves from the past.
This caliber of love also requires that they tend to their own priorities to maintain a level of self-love and independence. Codependency is a template of the past. They no longer have to rely on the other to fulfill their happiness. The feminine understands now that the more that they love themselves and understand their worth then the more attractive they are to the masculine. The masculine understands that the more that they love themselves then the worthier they will feel of the feminine love. It is all part of the giving and receiving exchange of love that has to come from within. This is a fine time to create new beginnings in their lives individually and within synergy. Their growth curves affect the other and the universe is urging them both to come together now to build new beginnings that will serve their higher good. The time has come to lay the past to rest as it only clouds their energetic fields and decrease their energy supply.
This is a time of huge life changes as both counterparts are ready to level up and come more fully into their missions. This is a time of embodying the fact that they are spiritual beings and own their truths even if they are still around those in lower vibrations. It is a matter of becoming stronger in their own identity. They both are building pieces through any last fragments of "separation" that will help their unions. Career alignments and financial stability are huge factors in these unions as they are set to align their gifts and build a spiritually based practice together in some form. Each of them have skills that the other can use and should both be open to learning from the other. This experience of coming together will be one full of growth and understanding as they learn more about each other in which creates deeper bonds. They should look at their reunion period as one created to build healthy partnerships.
See it as a joyous beginning to increase positive momentum. They both have a vision of love that is the same and in order to make it happen, it will take persistence and authenticity on both ends. The feminine must allow the masculine an opportunity to redeem themselves and the masculine must be persistent when this opportunity presents itself. Doors are about to be open really soon as the calling to heal Gaia through divine love is one that can’t be ignored nor denied any longer. Surrender to what was and allow what will be….it will be greater than you think. A romance of a lifetime (true love) is here to stay and about to bloom. Time to act on your intuition and heed your heart’s calling despite any challenges that are going on around you.
I remember who I am.
This week is the start of a new era in the divine masculine's life where they are aligned with their higher self and more in tune with their intuition and emotions. It is a week of getting clear on their directions and working with the law of attraction in order to attract career opportunities that give them an opportunity to channel their creative nature. They are aware that they create their reality in which was shown to them by all they created with past beliefs that didn't serve their highest good. They are in tune with beauty this week and will feel drawn to children and bright colors that express innocence. They will have much communication with their own spirit babies who have been working with them in order to help soothe their spirit. They are still healing from their own shadow this week and can use compassion of self. They are in tune with their heart space and want that reflected back in their environments.
Their nature is sensitive this week and should steer clear of environments and activities that bring their vibration down. They aren't able to stand harsh situations as they are in a lighter space. Since they are in this sensitive space this week, it is best to be around those who can grant them that space to be authentic. Their frequency has raised back up to high vibes and their awareness is strong as they don't feel to associate with those who don't reflect back the love that they seek. Many people are moving out of their frequency including family and friends. They will be highly drawn to spirituality and learning many different modalities. Some old spiritual tools will become of importance to them again this week. They will connect with others who are also on their spiritual path.
They are taking the lens of a student this week with the curiosity of a child. They are in a new space and can be seen as a totally new being that may take others by surprise. They are more receptive to their authenticity in regards to their feminine nature which is great. They are ready to share their authentic nature with the world which is exciting even if scary as they are stepping out of their comfort zone. Quiet space is needed for them to process emotions and spiritual upgrades that they will be receiving this week from spirit. It will also help them gain clarity on how they want to use this new found creative energy to serve them in their career. The divine masculine has spent much time in solitude to assess their situations. In this state, they have been healing a lot from karmic patterns to find the divine feminine in totality. They had to spend time healing mother-figure wounds which is still an ongoing process, but they understand that it is something that has held them back in love and needs to be cleared.
It is now a clear understanding of who their true love is and this week they come with a message of peace and love. They are ready to start over as their hearts are now tender. Many are also scared as to repairing past damage that affected the divine feminine, but they are aware of their shadow aspects which can't affect the feminine anymore. They are very much connected to their femininity and an outside example of that would be the divine feminine. They want that love to reflect back to them and the divine feminine represents "home energy". This is the start of a new phase in their love journey which comes from surrendering to their divine unions. This produces excitement in the divine feminine's life who is now soaring to new heights, but still the feminine's heart is cautious. The divine masculine is aware of that and is guided to be gentle with the divine feminine.
Many are ready to come clean with all that was done in their shadow in hopes that they divine feminine will grant them forgiveness and another chance. They may not appear as much in love as they are presenting themselves because this is still new to them. Even so, they will be displaying huge positive displays of love to get the divine feminine's attention. However, there is a lot of love inside of them that they want to give to the divine feminine.They are more in a listening state this week in communication with the divine feminine in order to learn how to love them. It is a week of understanding the divine feminine in which will help them to become more comfortable with their own femininity. Many may want to offer the divine feminine gifts as retribution and are being cautious in doing so as the divine feminine is still sensitive in regards to connecting with them. They understand that it will take time to earn the trust of the divine feminine and should focus on partnership instead of end goal.
They are being guided to work their love magic which lies in being their true authentic selves. They are understanding their path and is relying on the universe's support in winning the heart of the divine feminine. The divine masculine is now playing for keeps in love!
I know who I am.
The divine feminine is highly focused on life changes this week with a keen interest being their career. They are ready for an exciting new challenge that will give them purpose and provide freedom. Many are aware of how to create that and are in the stages of building up their dreams. This change is a big one and will affect their lives for the next 9 years. They have the strength and mental clarity needed to make these changes happen. However, they are asked to slow down and make sure to connect back to their own femininity to not burn out. There are blessing lined up in regards to the heart that the universe will deliver to the divine feminine. They have cleared a bit of old energy and are aligning with their own inner strength and leaving old codependent ways behind.
Self-love has become a top priority for them and they aren't settling for less than they deserve. Their whole life is up for review and the universe is redefining all areas of their lives. They are to take care of themselves and nurture themselves as much as possible to keep their vibes high this week. Networking will go well for them this week as the divine send them connections that will help to make their dreams come true. This is exciting for them as their career dreams come to life right before their eyes.
The divine feminine must understand that they are on the receiving end of love being delivered by the divine masculine and asked to have compassion for them no matter what happened in the past. The divine feminine may still be healing from past encounters with the divine masculine, but shouldn't hold it against the divine masculine as they are truly in a new space. The divine masculine's hearts are tender this week and the divine feminine is asked to be gentle and receptive to the honest displays of emotions by the divine masculine this week.
The divine feminine is asked to speak their loving truths as that was part of their growth curve to let them know how their actions affected them. The divine masculine is well aware of how their past behavior troubled the divine feminine in the past. They have a clear understanding as their own shadow was reflected back to them in others. There may still be some healing that needs to be done in the divine feminine in order to fully let the divine masculine back in, but being honest is the first step. The divine feminine is also asked to open their hearts to their divine masculine as their intuition has served them well. The divine feminine must rely on their spiritual truths in this matter in order to manifest the love that is intended to be by the divine. They mustn't hold any past behavior against the divine masculine even if they don't agree with their reasons for doing what they done. The divine feminine must see it as what was done in shadow and not take anything personally.
This is about forgiving the divine masculine and setting both of them free this week. Baby steps is encouraged by the divine in regards to the divine feminine opening up to the divine masculine. However, they must make the effort by showing the divine masculine interest. They must see it as the divine masculine willingness to put their heart on the lire despite past experiences. If the divine feminine is feeling triggered, it is best to communicate that to the divine masculine instead of not saying anything. The divine masculine is rather tender this week and don't truly expect the divine feminine to reciprocate their mating calls. That is because they are still healing within their own shadow. So the divine feminine must show interest to show the divine masculine that is wasn't in vain opening up.
They have been through a bit in separation in ways the divine feminine wasn't meant to be aware of so they got their karma back. This is a chance for the divine feminine to clear their own karma by letting love in. This will end separation and unrequited love debts that the divine feminine had to pay in order to learn that they were worthy of love. The divine feminine's energy will be high this week as they conquer career goals and hone in on their own divine masculinity. They will be the prime divine masculine energy holders this week and because of that, they have to be gentle because their energy is exuding confidence that the divine masculine isn't use to seeing in the divine feminine. The divine masculine is finding their confidence this week and as the divine feminine allows their love in, it will give them the confidence to go after their dreams too. The divine feminine must also learn to work with their masculine energy in environments where hyper masculinity thrives to protect their sensitive nature.
That way they don't pick up on that energy and be reminded of the divine masculine's shadow in the past. The divine feminine must also rely solely on their own intuition in this matter and be careful who they express their concerns too as to not reflect back low vibrational thoughts from those who aren't in their frequency. They are asked to lean on those who vibe in their tribe if they need someone to talk to. They are also being guided to be aware of songs that they listen to and only listen to songs that align with their spirit instead of their shadow. Other than that, it is best to keep it between the two of them in order to allow the divine to bless this new beginning with their own energy. They have to keep clearing the old energy as ways of peeling back layers in their soul. They can trust the divine masculine going forward. It is like an electrical spark as the divine masculine will be grateful to have their guiding light back. This time true love is here to stay. Building partnership and establishing healthy communication is key to this union stabilizing going forward in which was a key element lacking in the past.
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