Thank you for sharing in this moment of expressing my authentic nature and opening up. This week has been a challenging week for me where I felt disconnected from my spiritual guidance in which upon further research was something many empaths were feeling due to so much fear based energy put out by recent events in the world. Meditating seemed like the hardest thing to do in the world as my ego was in full blast. I had some pretty dark thoughts if you'd say this week! It just showed me that I am having a human experience and it was okay to express those darker emotions. Last night, was the first night this week where I actually felt like myself. I did some automatic writing and got some really good guidance for the changes that I am going through. I am embarking on new journeys and experiencing clearing of old energies.
My mission has become my priority focus and with that it calls for me to stand in my truths and live as authentically as possible. It called for a major upgrade in faith and willpower to pave the way for the blessings to come. It caused me to get into my emotions and allow the lingering pain to speak and the joy that is overtaking my heart to merge into a dance of liberation! I AM ON A PATH OF RETURNING TO A FULL STATE OF LOVE. There is so much more beneath the surface of me and I am ready to share. The universe is blasting through my heart chakra! I am not perfect, but I am authentic. I honor that space within myself to know how to provide that space for others. It takes courage to be the person you truly are and it can feel really scary at times, but it is worth it. I rather feel the fear of being myself while being myself than to suppress who I am for others to accept me. I am moving towards soul pleasing and away from people pleasing. All who are in my tribe will find me!
Even though, I represent the divine feminine and the main focus of my life has been centered around career, I am still nurturing the divine feminine. My dreams have been more vivid as a result. Pay attention to your dreams as they hold vital keys to your waking life. I find myself spending more time in my heart chakra to send and receive love between the divine masculine and myself. There is still work to do within the divine feminine which creates the balance in my life. Spending too much time focused on my career doesn't do any justice if I am not balanced to do so. This current career phase is a blessing to the divine masculine within because it gives me a chance to work on my views of masculinity within myself and others. It gives me a chance to express my power in loving ways. I have really cleared my throat chakra by speaking up more and find myself to be rather articulate this week! I'm naturally articulate, but this week I have been flowing like never before and able to solve problems that I couldn't in the past. It is amazing how in the past I didn't know how to express myself, but I do now. It is even more amazing because I do so in a positive manner and that it all because I understand the power of communication.
Being in this spiritual practice has really helped with that because I have to know how to make a person feel comfortable opening up to me. I also have to know how to deliver truths in a way that allows a person to be receptive. I also had to learn how to listen to understand oppose to being right. It allowed me the space to be open myself and communicate my wants and needs in other areas of my life. I am such a gentle person and I aspire to have gentle experiences in life. Even so, I am a strong individual who is also equipped to survive the intensity of life. Learning my own power is a journey within itself. One must understand themselves in order to understand me. I seek quality experiences and people and only when people are ready to embark on that journey of authenticity will our souls cross in life. It is very easy for me to spot surface personalities in others which makes it easy to understand and relate knowing what I am experiencing isn't what truly a beautiful soul is underneath.
Hurt people tend to hurt people because they don't understand love. So the surface keeps them safe until experiences crumbles that comfort zone and that is where I come into play. I have lived on the surface as well as you can see here. Being as I understand both sides of the spectrum it provides great foundation for healing in myself and others. Yet, our healing is solely our purpose individually. No one can heal us besides ourselves. We have to take those journeys within and face the sad music to find our happy tune. We have to feel those feelings we hide from others to bring our desires to the surface and into the world. It is a process that we all experience whether you realize it or not. In the end, the soul does win.
Once you open up to that path, you can run from it for a while and that is okay, but eventually it all catches up because we are valuable to the universe and it is important that we do our soul assignments and connect in every way that serves our highest good. When you live from a place of love it doesn't exempt you from experiences with others who don't. It just equips you to be a beacon of light for others to follow. You also get better experiences in life when you live from a place of love. The blessings of the universe just becomes sweeter.
I will not be posting much on my website until after November 29th as I will be working on something amazing to reveal to you all in December. Stay tuned as a huge cloud of amaze-balls is coming soon!
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