"Gardenia you are almost done with your transformation. This too shall pass." -Spirit Guide
The above quote was given to me by spirit in a dream after a very powerful meditation. I used Angelite and I would have to say if you are trying to connect with spirit guides and angels then this is the stone for you. I used bineaural beats to open up my third eye chakra followed by an angel contacting meditation. At one point in the meditation I felt many presences. I saw myself in a realm full of different beams of light and I was sitting in the lotus position just taking in the sight. The presences in the room grew stronger and I felt my left hand opening where I held the stone.
All of a sudden the stone started to move in my hand. I was scared at first because I couldn't believe what was happening. I realized that it was one of my spirit guides that was letting me know that I reached a higher level of awareness. In my head, I heard something say, "The bridge between the material world and the spiritual world is really thin and you have crossed it." I calmed myself down and opened up to my spirit guide to let it know that I know it's a being of love. Then, I allowed it to move the stone in my hand.
Next, I told it to take it a step further and remove the stone from my hand. I felt my hand being tilted so that the stone could fall out of my hand. Then, the stone was slid out of my hand. It was a tingling sensation under the stone as it moved. Lately, I've been digging deeper into my psychic abilities and uncovering my abilities. At first, my journey was solely about healing and now it has turned into raising my vibrations even higher.
Sometimes, I get overwhelmed by the information that I am receiving. My left brain tells me that what I am experiencing is weird, but I know that's my ego so I acknowledge the feeling and then release it. I've been working with the right side of my brain so that I can continue to activate my ESP abilities. Synchronicity has become stronger, but I need to work on building my trust with the universe. That will help with life in general and its a soul lesson that I will learn. Life just feels really different and doesn't totally make sense yet.
I'm just navigating through the waters. I find myself getting emotional and thinking of situations where I didn't think with spirit, but instead used logic and my bruised ego. I'm more compassionate and understanding of others. Life is really taking a deeper meaning. Whenever I feel angry or sad, I take a moment to understand what is causing such an emotion so that I can deal with it. Healing can no longer be put off.
I know that I will be tested in the future by the universe to make sure that I have grown. It's already an understanding that I will fail at times, but that's okay because I'm human. Overall, I will pass my test and be a better person. I'm continuously working on becoming an authentic individual. This journey has been a challenge, but everything happens for a reason and this phase is a blessing in disguise. Change isn't easy especially for an Aquarius like me because I'm a fixed sign.
I wake up some days and feel like total crap. Sometimes I wake up with an intense fear. I know those are awakening symptoms and meditation gets me through the rougher days. Other than that, I'm a happy person who indulges in simple pleasures. I however, did find a place that my aggressive side can thrive and that's in my career. Other than that, it's no need to have it in any other area of my life unless I have to fight someone in which I doubt, LOL.
When I received that message from spirit in my dream I felt a little relieved. I know that the only way I am going to get to the next level in life is if I change my old ways of thinking. I believe that you don't have to "kill" certain aspects of yourself, but you can recycle and shift them into parts of your personality that will give you the most love in return for every ounce you put into the universe. The journey continues...
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