You are currently working through some childhood wounds dealing with narcissism that has led you to suppressing your femininity for most of your life. You felt as if you couldn't express yourself and that you were never received as you were and that is coming up to the surface to be released. You may face bots of anger or judgement, but shouldn't be so hard on yourself as you purge these old stories out of your system. It is just showing that you are taking your power back and learning your worth. You are learning the reason why you were rejected by those whom you loved. There is still a part of you that feels you have to put others needs before your own. This is definitely coming up in the ways you are relating to the divine masculine. You need to understand that this individual is being re-calibrated to match the love that you have already given.
We are requesting nothing more on your end besides patience, forgiveness, and understanding. You may be shocked to still have these wounds inside of you, but this wound goes deep. It may even go back to a past life where your love was rejected and you weren't comforted. We are requesting that you lean more on peace knowing the universe is responding to your prayers and helping you heal. It is crucial that you shield yourself from those who remind you of this old pattern until you are strong enough to see it for what it is and not allow it to effect you. You are in a state of healing right now that requires you to dig deep within yourself to learn that you are a perfect child of the infinite creator. You are learning that this time you are healing the pain of those who hurt you instead of the other way around.
We, request that you stop searching for ways of making it all your fault. We are certain that you have hurt people, but not to the degree of this pain. For the most part, you have been remorseful in that regard. You have to understand that you was sent to this planet to redefine the power of the divine feminine archetype. Those who suppressed you only showed you how powerful you were, but wasn't able to see it yourself. We request that you no longer suppress your divine feminine nature and allow yourself to receive love. We also want you to not dim your masculinity because it is just as needed. The divine feminine is a strong energy that has the power to create worlds.
Connect with the idea and your dreams will soar to new heights. Continue to build new structures in the masculine and remember to nurture yourself. You are your top priority and we are setting up moments of solitude for you to do something nice for yourself while we take care of the harder parts of life. There are mountains that you can't move, but is asked to walk through when we request. There is a bright future that is ahead of you for all of the hard work that you are doing on yourself. Tend to your health more and do things that support you instead of hinder you. No need to worry. It is just a time to focus on your priorities and master any new skills needed for your next level of evolution. Let it all go and grow, peaceful warrior.
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