Run towards your desires
away from your fears.
Two days ago, I went for a night walk in the park and saw a couple of people running. Subconsciously I've been wanting to run for a long time. I saw how freeing of an experience it was to run. The awareness of the desire to run brought those runners closer in my vicinity. I wanted to join in with them, but I had on sandals! However, I did manage to get in a really good power walk with sandals on. Bam!
So on my walk home I told myself that the next day I would go for a run. Yesterday, I put on all my fitness gadgets and left to complete that mission. At first, I was hesitant to run because my mind registered it as awkward. It was a new experience that I had to initiate and there was a little resistance. One of the thoughts that came up was that I may fall flat on my face. I knew that wasn't going to happen. Once I got my mind set on how much fun I was going to have, I put my music up high as possible and took off.
It felt so good each time that I took off in a sprint. My energy started to increase as my excitement grew and I didn't care about anyone or anything else in that moment. The purpose of the run was to push past resistance. I felt as if I was absorbing a lot of toxicity and found it hard to emit my own frequency so I was shedding all lower level vibrations as I ran. I knew that I had to break free in order to breakthrough to the next level in my life. Before I knew it, I ran around the park twice and was drenched in sweat.
I ran past some other runners and we smiled at each other. It felt good to know just a day ago they inspired me to do something I have always wanted to do. Tonight, I am going to go running again. I am running for my life. In other words, I am running towards the life I deserve and away from fears. The universe has been trying to get me to listen to them and their divine messages fully. Last night, I realized that you are never stuck in life. It is a matter or listening or not listening.
You won't advance until you learn to listen to your intuition and their guidance. Our minds are always focused on the "how". An epiphany came to my mind and that was that we create the "how" as we go. As my run came to a close I found a small bleachers and I sat there meditating for a moment. My heart was really expanding and I pulled in presences of love that felt really good. I felt the breeze go in and out of my ear. As if my clairaudience was being purified to hear clearer messages.
It just was a moment of surrendering to the journey no matter how scary it may be. I had to really align with the fact that everything starts by walking with faith and not by sight and know that no matter what came my way I would handle it. My essence is of love and I will always return to that source. Sometimes you have to give the control back to the infinite creator by letting go of all that doesn't serve you. You have to get real with yourself and become totally committed to your journey. In that sitting I got really honest with myself.
I thought of all the outdated beliefs I kept buying into even though I was aware of them. So I said a prayer to the universe to release me to my favor and that I am open to receiving my blessings. One of the presences grew stronger and I knew that I made the right decision. A car pulled up in the parking lot with bright headlights and that served as my cue to leave. I came home feeling refreshed and renewed. The next phase of my journey is in the process of being born. My breakthrough is right here in this moment. It is time to level up because I am worthy. You are equally in my story as I am in yours. Let this serve as a message for you to level up in life by first getting real with who you are NOW and shedding what was.
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